oohlala. i am finally able to blog. sigh. so many things happened during the time which i was on hiatus la. and yes. i am still am. i got good news. and bad news. and so many other freakin news which i dun even feel like hearing. my life is in a mess now. gah.

I AM SUFFERING FROM EXAM STRESS. do ya feel like time is running out? like time has suddenly zooom and fast forward 100 times? like i can actually spend 2h reading my science textbook and only get stuck at chapter 3 after the time is up? like i keep dozing off and falling asleep on my table. gah. i am bloody depressed. i wonder how i can ever pass this exam man. like how the hell can you study for lit and history? it's like memorise and memorise. but yah! i get mental blocks everytime. even before ting xie la!~ and i only can get everything back into my head 5min before the time to hand in. like WTH CAN. i got a weird mind.

my obsession is coming to an end soon. hah. i guess this is good news for everyone out here. but it's bad news for me la. reason being? i think she found out. and i dun wanna make it soo obvious anymore. i bet this is the worst kept secret in the entire world man. the whole sch knows bout it la. like WTH. and omg. all thanks to JIALING FROM 1S1 yay. thank you SOOO MUCH HOR. THANK YOU. THANKYOU FOR LEAKING OUT MY SECRET. THANK YOU FOR LETTING HER FIND OUT. THANKYOU FOR BEING SUCH A BIG MOUTH. THANK YOU. I OWEE YOU MAN. note: can you feel the scacasm? gahh. i hate big mouth idiots. omg la. i cant believe she actually screamed in class when ahem was around. WTH. I HATE YOU. FUCK OFF. shitty. i am so vulgar today. okay cancel cancel. TOOT YOU. better now? heh ><


yupp. and the good news is.. ahem doesn't read blogs. so tats why i feel so free to post wateva i want here now. YAY~ OMG SHITTY SHITTY SHIT. WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED TO ALL MY TAGS?! ALL WERE LIKE GONE OVERNIGHT LA! OMGOMGOMG. WHAT DID I DO WHAT DID I DO? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I AM SCREAMIN MY HEADS OFF BTW. BLEHH.

school was boring. sigh. nowadays even though theres ahem, everyone's busy with exams and yah. it's getting sooo boring. omg. no more spying. no more hacking. just whole day study study study. and in class just have tests tests tests. i'm getting so sian of it la. BLEH. and i bet that after exams ahem won't even come to my class anymore. so i'm left with 34 days minus 2 weeks? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

24 days left. *faints*

i can't get over it. shit la. HELP ME. i need a psycologist. (: haha. as u ppl can seeeee.. i am SUPER not active on blogger nowadays. sigh. in school now~ and DELIGHT NG is blogging beside me too! lalala. great. now she's writing that on her blog tat i'm blogging together with her. piff. sigh. i am DEPRESSED and i DO NOT KNOW WHY. -.-

izit pms? hmm. aniway. i am waiting for mooncake thingy to start and bleh. it is soooo irritating la. what kind of shit event starts at 6pm?!?! and ends at 7.30!?!! such a weird timing don't you think so. rahh! it's organised by the chinese department though. yupp. so tat's y i'm going.

oh well. shitty day at school. i cried for 1 second and stopped. hah! too stressed up. for what? i don't know eh. shitty day at school. lau changed place. and samantha is now sitting so far away! sobs. and now she got nandhini and qixuan to accompany her. she dun neeed me anymore!!~ sobs. and i'm like yeah. stuck in my own isolated coner of the class on my own. no one to talk to and stuff. don't expect me to talk to peihoon my dear. she don't even talk in the 1st place. PIFF. -.- and yah. i got pissed off by cs too. cause they were really insensative. mayb it's because we are the 7 depressed people?! i dunno la. and ahem asked me to go manage my time and do my revision. like WTH. omg. i think she hates me.

going to prata house with rciy peeepz later. i hope that it's gonna be fun though. TGIF. WOOOTS~ spying's on tmr. i seriously need a break.

HEY. SO I WILL BE ON HIATUS (learnt this from amanda chucky. it means on a break). and YUP. i wun blog so often unless smth BIG happens. and yah. maybe when i'm bored i will lor. but tags will still be replied. so PLEASE TAG. thank you loads. muack. (: i love the people who visit my blog. <3333 hmm. let's see. i haven been blogging for a long long long time. and i haven been replying to my tags either. sorry peeeeps. (:

okay. so let's see. where did i stop on my life story? oh yah! my nus "date". bleeeh. it was total shit la. waste my time. but oh well. i spent my night with her anyway. (: yah. so it was totally not a date. just some award ceremony thing to recognise entrepreneurs from nus alumni. bleeh. i drank a whole bottle of coke before that la. and during the thing of like 2h i went to the toilet 6 times. no wonder yifang is gonna give me diapers and potty for my bday. XD

well. that very same night. the thing ended at 9pm after a very sucky buffet which we had to queue up for. after that i was so shag la. i took this super squeeezy 96 bus with chucky yf blah blah people to the clementi mrt. i was sweating on the bus please. and u noe smth? i realised tat i am too shy to speak to her. i dunno why too. =X yah. me and my dumb brain. i slept on the train. bleh. den after tat reach the last last station.. this mrt guy woke me up. and i gotta cross all over to the other side to wait for the train which was 12 min. $#$#$#$#$#$#$ after that the suay me went to the bus interchange and u noe what? the last bus JUST LEFT. freakin. so i gotta walk 3 bus stops home in the end. bleh. when i was opening the door. my phone rang. no time to go answer. and in the end it was AHEM. yah. so kind and caring ahem called me. and for that whole night i cannot sleep and i was staring at my handphone. gosh. i think i'm tooo obsessed. oh well. i hope she doesn't read this man.


ahhh. i'm still not officially accepted into enterprise yet. freak la. alexis heng is not willing to gimme the form. i gotta wait till nxt yr. =( boohoohoo. gosh. yuexi ah. better put me on the store roster k. i am gonna be hyperly enthu and "reliable" HAHA. wish me luck (: and i want go for enterprise camp tooO!!! *pouts*


crap. u noe the term/year is ending SOOO SOON. i'm starting to miss my class. miss my frens. miss AHEM. ):


40 days more till i never see her again. crap. i'm like counting down to prelims. 0.o
11 days more till english paper. 0.o
18 days more till chinese paper. 0.o
21 days more till end year exams. 0.o
29 days more till marking day. 0.o
40 days more till i never see her again. SOBS yay! thank you yifang for that MYSTERIOUS thingy which u dun allow me to open! and thank you clarice for that cute cute paper holder. THANK YOU!!! <333

today was nice. nice nice nice. (: firstly went to school for science remedial. as u noe. we are having sci mass lecture. and the lecturers are the 2 MOST boring. nono. i should say MOST INTERESTING and SUPERLY EXPERIENCED teachers who LOVES TO SHARE HOW MUCH THEIR HUSBANDS LOVE THEM. yah. so suay suay they are our sci lecturers. bahh. stoned at the hall from 8.30 till 11.15. during the break in betweeeen. i decided to go mobil and buy coke! ahhahahaha. the coke i got had a freee gift on the bottle cap. damn curious to find out what la. so i opened.. and it says "u get a free coke". and i was going like WTH. the 2nd time. i got tis "limited edition world of warcraft poster" yah. like how RARE is that. WOW. even ruth got the same thing. =/

so after my stoning session. i decided to go help yifang and chucky at the ent club store. yes. i shall be kind. halfway through. i decided to go take my yingyongwen under my table. so i went there. the door was lock. lucky me was sitting right nxt to the window. so i decided to go find a stick to pull my table over. i went to the toilet hoping to find a stick. but all i got was a long rubber tube/pipe. using that pipe, chucky the complain queeen helped to pull the table over. and i got my history and sci stuff. and i totally forgot bout my yingyongwen. HOW DUMB. anyway. thank you CHUCKY THE COMPLAIN QUEEEN. thank you soooooo much. and yifang too! >.<

shopping was fun. our bowling plan was screwed. ajisan has nice soft shell crab. haha. okay. the end. i shall go prepare for my date tmr night at NUS. haha. i'm dating u noe who. wow. ^^ crap. i think my blog is so screwed. the text is now super big. ahhhh. btw, i'm suffering from post-birthday blues. haha. being 14 is tough i guess. i dunno why leh. the freakin holidays that i have to go back to school and those freakin homework is pissing me off. pifff.

I'M HYPER TODAY!! wooohooo~ i am going out tmr. lalala. 1st time with some cool cool dudes. (:

btw, forgot to talk bout my superstar experience. managed to get some tickets from my cameraman cousin who i realise suck at shoooting. haha. 2 tickets behind the kelly fan club. whoa. i nearly got squashed to death please. yingling ah!! why u din tell me u were there?!! haha. now i realised that kelly didn't win is ON PURPOSE. the people actually got the fans not to vote so that kelly could be runner up. blind toad could be 1st. and yay! runner ups get more popular. and runner ups get universal studios contract. oooooh~ it's worldwide. haha. <33 OOHLALA~~ it's the last hour of SEPTEMBER 3RD and I'M BLOGGING AS A 14 YEAR OLD!! woooooooooohooooooo!! ^^ haha. so yupp. u gussed it. i'm celebrating my 14th birthday today. and it's so sad tat it's gonna be over in an hour. ):


THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR MAKING ME HAPPY HYPER HIGH SUPER DE DUUPER TODAY!!! (:

this includes...
-STEPH for being super excited and wishing me 1st
-clarice
-janel
-dilys
-melody
-marilyn
-RUDEE for that super cuteeee giraffe handphone holder
-jane tan
-delight
-airika
-MR CHEWY for that surprise art drawing
-JESSICA for that butterfly bracelet
-vera
-cheryl
-sherilyn
-WENNING for that pinky bimbotic pencil box
-CARREN for that cadbury chocolate
-waiteng my dadang
-karen
-cheeshan
-yanting
-kelly
-yingliang
-BERTHA for that 2 ice cream coupons
-linghui my dearest spy
-amanda my dearest spy
-YIFANG for that $2 flower
-JINGYI for those stickers
-linda
-lydia
-sharyl
-juanita
-yanting
-VIVIEN for that wonderful skit
-KRISTIE for that card
-STEPHANIE for the surprise
-MICHELLE for that surprise
-PRISCILLA for freakin me out
-CHENG YEE for the card
-eleanor
-marese
-melissa
-lucas
-rod
-elliot
-alicia
-kevin
-leemin
-YATI for the card. (:
-JOYCE for the card. (:
-CASSANDRA for the card. (:
-JOCELYN for the card. (:
-MISS TAN for well wishes and free bears of 2 kinds. ahem ahem *cough cough* (:
-and anyone who has wished me in one way or another


once again... THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH. ((: I <3>haha. so yupp. it's just so suay that my birthday is on the annunal aad (arts awareness day) which practically wastes our time and bahh i am not aware about the arts also wat. so wats the big diff? it just wastes my time. i might as well pon school and stay at home.

so my day started when i went to school. rudee purposely hop on to my back and yahh i got hurt. but oh well. THANKYOU for that super cute cute little giraffe. after that i had freee time! decided to be a guai guai girl and go and help waiteng with her foyer front desk duty. haha. i ended up playing with the bears tho. thank you miss tan for the bears. hoho. sigh. i want my nippon bear omg so cute la. bertha kidnapped it. ): i think i'll only get it when school reopens. gahh. $%^&*(*&^%$%^&**%$%^ oh yay oh yay. because i was being "guai" i bumped into d and jane and amelia and darlie on the way.. wheeeee~ they were in their cosplay la. and yah. so freakin cute. delight just look so girly goth. =/ i think it's quite wrong though. haha. poning art gallery duty and leaving gu tong alone there was FUN i must say. sorry gu tong. ): sorry to pao qi you. btw. because i stoood like an idiot there, i got like 3 mosquito bites le. grr. so i poned art gallery duty and went to the foyer to help yifang with her tulips and the survery forms. eh yifang must thank me hor. i bought like 3 PAPER tulips la. ^%$&%*^(% one of them got stolen. i left it on the table. i think yifang took it and sell again. eh. TAKE NOTE hor. maybe u have extra $2 on the table.

i want my nippon wedding bears~ notice i din use that J word? hehes. it's the opposite of a CHINESE couple bear. oh well... so the manga course was a surprise as well. chewy asked them to draw me. haha. i look retard. and they call me PAULINE. WTH?!?! anyway. thx loads. (: i'm SOOO SORRY that u ppl missed me. viven and gang didn't see me during black box. so i din get my surprise. GRR. but oh well. i appreciate wateva ya did. THANKYOU!!!


haha. alive and loud was COOL. i <3333>



THANKYOU everyone for making me hyper happy today. thank you for helping me celebrate me turning into 14. thank you for everything. (: greatly greatly appreciated. thanks loads.